Oscar pays his Due Diligence in Dreams
I move past the stack of court
papers I so lovingly put
on the toilet. Blinky eyes find
the faucet and I turn it on.
Drip, drip, drip, drip, drip—my
earlobe pressed against counter
top, dull eyes watch water drop,
a slow pool forms at the clogged
drain. Yellowed toothbrush loose
at my fingertips, slathered with
foamy Colgate. I take a deep
breath—my numbed skull sobs
with mercy. Cabinet mirrored
reflection watches me, surveillanced
in my own bathroom. “Red Rover,
Red Rover, send Oscar on over.” I hear
myself say. My eyelids twist open
and shut like blinds as Colgate
toothbrush snags against all
my thirty-two teeth.
Years I spent, riddling my teeth
with utmost care. A view of icecaps
you’d see on the Discovery Channel.
Very crisp to the eye
like rowed musical notes
on a Steinway grand. Except
when an occasional flat note came
around to lurk as a fairy floated near.
But soon rouge mixes in
with the white foam. The surveillance
camera zooms—I feel the control.
I continue, but brush harder
and harder. So hard the piles of court
files float off the toilet lid with the zephyr.
My eyes scan from my profession, back
to my reflection—my teeth, my livelihood.
Plunk.
Plunk.
Plunk.
I gather my eyes at the clogged
pond where three pristine teeth
collect, bits of my pink fleshed
gums are along for the ride.
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Madeline Weisbeck graduated from SUNY Oswego in the Spring of 2020, where received her degree in Creative Writing. She has been published four times in SUNY Oswego’s literary magazine The Great Lake Review and was the recipient of the 2020 Academy of American Poets Prize hosted at Oswego, along with receiving an honorary mention from the Alix Madigan-Yorkin Short Script Award. In June of 2021, she was published in Thriller Magazine’s Volume 4, Issue 1 for her poem “Heebeegeebees.”